Saturday, December 24, 2016
Throwing up forms.
Every single thing on the planet is expressing This
in its own unique way.
Depending on its blue print, climate, character,
culture, DNA, soul's intention.
Fossiles, mammals, plants, humans, all of creation
In some it blooms and blossoms,
and awakenings can be part of this.
In others it grows stunted and is riddled
with misfortune and trauma.
And then receding back again
in the Unmanifest.
Cycles of Life.
Ups and Downs.
Death and decay.
Everything is always in process.
Wednesday, December 14, 2016
As a consequence of integration and actualization
which happens after awakening,
the exclusive focus on Nonduality
as a separate object to be busy with, has disappeared.
In the beginning, just after the idea that there is a separate entity had evaporated, ( the honey moon phase )
there was a wish to understand what had happened.
And in my case, there was a lot of reaching out to others,
to share the joy of recognition.
This amazing open secret of intimacy with all that is,
that is so available
and always here already.
Hours and hours were spend in sharing, talking and verbalizing
about the one thing which cannot be grasped.
And in the process of doing so,
made a conceptual world come into being.
As if it is possible to talk about This
Giving the illusion that it is something
which can be given or got.
As if ND is something separate from life.
Since some time the interest in doing this has disappeared
Even Nonduality can be a trap
a conceptual overlay
where you take up a station.
As if you have reached somewhere.
Life is just life, living.
With all and everything included.
Friday, December 2, 2016
a Flu, a bronchitis
and the body and mind gets affected.
For weeks on end no energy.
And there is no one who is bothered
by the lack of life force.
There is simply what is.
Just as breaking 3 bones in the foot 10 months ago was never experienced as a problem.
Resistance to what is is increasingly evaporating.
And the welcoming of whatever wants to show itself
allows an ever deeper sinking in and as Presence.
It is interesting to see the residues
of contractions of the past
( which can be viewed as resistance to what was)
being tickled out of their hiding places,
Finally allowed to release the charge.
Allowed to relax the tensions in the guts,
and the holding of unexamined beliefs.
Finally it can be felt.
Finally it can let go.
So instead of the habitual response to resist the feelings
of discomfort, sadness or pain,
(which are after all only sensations felt in different parts of the torso in varying degrees of intensity)
to rejoice as Love and Presence take their rightful place again.
Now becoming ever more Now
As attention is no longer captured by past stories,
but free to be with and as whatever
at this moment.