In your last email for the second time you thank me for making you feel welcome in Amsterdam.
So i paused with this, and then all the instances came back where ND teachers have been open to me when i was still puzzled by it all. e.g.
Leo Hartong, John Wheeler, Greg Goode, Rupert Spira and others
They have been patient, welcoming, answering my emails sometimes in a matter of hours, meeting with me, not asking anything in return.
There was never an agenda, something they wanted to get out of it.
There was this impersonal energy which i can now call Love, which wanted to clarify, wanted the confusion to go so also in this body mind organism awareness could recognize itself.
And it did.
So now here there is the natural functioning which is also opening and welcoming anywhere it finds the need, or the joy of recognition.
So really, it is not of my doing, its impersonal, it comes spontaneous and probably especially towards you
( but that is also not thought out ).
Because i am aware that you were an amazing instrument all those years ago, who brought all these small factions together, in a way started it all, made it all happen.
And just on my terrace eating my breakfast and now again typing this to you, i feel tears of gratitude and joy for it all.